Hospital

I've decided neary a week in the hospital is too long. Hopefully fingers crossed that I get to go home tomorrow

Rock Bottom

I was given a task or I should say an opportunity by a fibromyalgia group that I belong to. We are all to blog what our ock bottoms have been. So I sat and pondered as to what mine would be. My symptoms of fibromyalgia had started about a year before I got diagnosed I just thought I was tired due to having tanner who was 3 and a handful and my body hurt but I just thought it was because I was trying to do a business with my friend as well. But it started to get to where my. Clothes hurt to wear so I finally went to the dr. He diagnosed me, but he said I need a diagnosis from a rhumatologist in order to have insurance recognize it as a disease. But what they don't tell you is.....how much your skin will hurt or how it hurts to have your sons hug you. They don't tell you that you wake up in the middle of the night in the worst pain that you are in tears when you wake up. They don't fell you how tired you are and how most of your life will be lived in on your couch or in your bed. They don't tell you that people don't have empathy for you and friends and family will act as if it's not there. But it's there its alive and real I wish it wasnt. But I try to look at it as I know the lord won't give me more than I can handle

I love....

I love that the boys are back to school! The summer just seemed to fly on by

I love...

I love listening to the boys when we put them to bed. They quietly talk to each other until they fall asleep I think It's the cutest thing ever!

Conference weekend

How can you beat laying around and watching conference in your jammies? I love how everyones talk seemed to be about forgiveness. HHHMM I think we can always work on forgiving someone.

Happy halloween

Happy halloween to all the ghosts and ghouls out there

New phone

Sean got me a new phone! So now I have no excuse to not update my blog or my Facebook. Heck I'm doing this little blurp from my hospital bed.
I am now the new mom to an I phone!
As for an update I sit in the hospital I've had my appendix taken out. They found a
tumor in them. It was cancerous. I am lucky enough to not need any chemotherapy or radiation right now just a follow up body scan.

What a journey......

What a journey indeed. We have been on one of the most spiritual journeys of our lives. When Sean and I got married he was simply a convert to the church. He had fallen away and wasn't too hip on going back. So he started going back for the kids. With that he started asking more questions. We started having family scriptures before bed with the kids as well as family prayer. As we got into the scriptures we started doing our own scripture time as well as what we do with the kids. I have been able to see his spirit and his testimony grow right before my eyes. Going through the temple with him yesterday was so amazing. He is such a strong priesthood holder and seeing him as he has changed has been awesome. 4 years ago I didn't see us where we are I would have doubted anyone that said he would be going through the temple. He is such an awesome blessing to me!!!

Tanner..

Ok I have to say he is too cute in these jammies. he told me when we go see toy story AGAIN he's wearing these.. I'm sooo getting him the buzz lightyear ones too! He just looks WAAAAYYYY to cute!

sick..

I think I have spent more time in the hospital and doctors offices in the past few months than I ever have. The last stay I was supposed to be in for an out patient ordeal and I was in recovery and had a 12 minute seizure and than 20 min later I had a 8 mi seizure which led me to being admitted to the hospital. While I was in there my blood pressure was really low it's been low for the past few months the last few dr's appointments they haven't been able to read my blood pressure. So in the hospital it got really low they were afraid of me stroking so they had to figure it out. Meanwhile I had another seizure in the bathroom and stopped breathing it gets scarier everytime. After a few days they figured out I have a disease called attisons.. just one more to add to my list so now I have asthma, fibromyalgia, crohns, and attisons. Such a huge hump to deal with considering I just got my crohns diagnosis a few weeks before all this happened. I am thankful my family was there for me.. I'm sad to know that people that are friends that were like family aren't there .

Here's balentines!

Here's the 100 reasons why i love my husband. It was the best valentines in the world he cried it was so sweet! It is super cute

renissance.....blah and a peeeyou!

We too the kids to the renissance festival to spend a warm and lovely presidents day with them. We were supposed to go with the Furgeson family but Marva ended up coming down with the yucky head cold so they stayed home, Rylle was super bummed to not spend the day with gavin but angel was there.. He loves to hang out with her. So his spirits lifted fast.we watched a really cool birds of prey show then they went through a petting zoo. The boys visited with the Queen on our way to the joust. The Joust was their favorite. It was to the death!!!!! There was fake blood spewing everywhere they loved it. as thier souvenir they picked out wooden wands just like what harry potter has! So in the car ride home they were working on their spells. Considering it took us 45 min to get OUT of the parking lot and we live 8 min away

1st grade concert

The 1st graders put on a little cowboy concert for their parents. It was soo cute. they stated facts about all the mid west. Their little voices are soo cute. I just don't want Tanner to grow up!! He can stop NOW~~ So I had chuckles on my lap the entire time so Shelby was my great photographer!! I think she did a great job!

I love..

I love my valentines table I started I'm going to Hobby lobby today to get a few more things to finish it up. I also LOVE my table runner THANKS MOM!! I LVOE LOV LOVE LOVE LOVE it!!!

If I could...

If I could take over 1 persons brain among many and mom yours would be 1 of them Lisa Bearnson would be 1 holy crap!! I love all her Ideas! I've always marveled her ideas in the scrappin world but she goes beyond that!
http://www.lisabearnson.com/

Lets play katchup!

So much has gone on since Oct with my last post. so Here's a post about our gingerbread house from Christmas I know kind of late but we did do one! Also Tanner got to be Star of the week in his class he got to make or I got to make a poster all about him. He was happy to brag all about his pets and his grandmas and papa's. He's always a star to me! We also had Rylle's BIG Christmas band concert his very 1st one!! He plays with the 6ht grade band and he's in 5th grade he really shines at playing the drums!!! Than the kids got their letters from santa. As usual Santa "broke" in left their letters on their bed and left magic dust with boot prints all over the house! Tanner swore their was reindeer poop outside! lol! That's one of my favorite parts of Christmas! So now I think we are all caught up! It's Jan and we had an addition to our family his name is Bruno he's 6 months old and chews through everything but he's cute and plays a mean game of fetch!

Yet another fun BRUPPER!!!

Tanner is becoming quite the cook. Our Sunday night meal is BRUPPER breakfast for supper. Something we do with the Arnetts. Well Tanner decided that our blueberry pancakes were to be yellow and we had green eggs again. He loves to cook and is soo fun to cook with!!!

Safari

In Tanners class right now they are learning about safari.. I had to show off the pictures of the safari gear they made in school!

Happy Feet

We went over to my moms house on wed. Sitting on her pool table was this cute stuffed animal. Well Tanner asked grandma if he could have it. She said it belonged to someone else and she was borrowing it. He let the room and I followed him. He stood over by the water cooler crying. I asked him what was wrong and he told me I just love penguins mom. SO I told him we could go to Target or to Walmart the next day to see if we could find one. Luckily my mom called and said it was his her friend gave it up. SO he slept with it and carried it around all morning, he even wanted to take it to school. Thanks mom!

Weekend..

This past weekend I did a trade for some redesign help.. I had an area in my living room that's just dead space. Lisa came and gave em some good ideas as well as re-arranged my kitchen cabinet tops. All the redesigning made me look at the window in the new "sitting" area and decide it needs some new curtains. Goodwill here I come. I got the set of curtains for 6 bucks you can't beat that!!!