Rock Bottom

I was given a task or I should say an opportunity by a fibromyalgia group that I belong to. We are all to blog what our ock bottoms have been. So I sat and pondered as to what mine would be. My symptoms of fibromyalgia had started about a year before I got diagnosed I just thought I was tired due to having tanner who was 3 and a handful and my body hurt but I just thought it was because I was trying to do a business with my friend as well. But it started to get to where my. Clothes hurt to wear so I finally went to the dr. He diagnosed me, but he said I need a diagnosis from a rhumatologist in order to have insurance recognize it as a disease. But what they don't tell you is.....how much your skin will hurt or how it hurts to have your sons hug you. They don't tell you that you wake up in the middle of the night in the worst pain that you are in tears when you wake up. They don't fell you how tired you are and how most of your life will be lived in on your couch or in your bed. They don't tell you that people don't have empathy for you and friends and family will act as if it's not there. But it's there its alive and real I wish it wasnt. But I try to look at it as I know the lord won't give me more than I can handle

I love....

I love that the boys are back to school! The summer just seemed to fly on by

I love...

I love listening to the boys when we put them to bed. They quietly talk to each other until they fall asleep I think It's the cutest thing ever!

Conference weekend

How can you beat laying around and watching conference in your jammies? I love how everyones talk seemed to be about forgiveness. HHHMM I think we can always work on forgiving someone.

Happy halloween

Happy halloween to all the ghosts and ghouls out there

New phone

Sean got me a new phone! So now I have no excuse to not update my blog or my Facebook. Heck I'm doing this little blurp from my hospital bed.
I am now the new mom to an I phone!
As for an update I sit in the hospital I've had my appendix taken out. They found a
tumor in them. It was cancerous. I am lucky enough to not need any chemotherapy or radiation right now just a follow up body scan.

What a journey......

What a journey indeed. We have been on one of the most spiritual journeys of our lives. When Sean and I got married he was simply a convert to the church. He had fallen away and wasn't too hip on going back. So he started going back for the kids. With that he started asking more questions. We started having family scriptures before bed with the kids as well as family prayer. As we got into the scriptures we started doing our own scripture time as well as what we do with the kids. I have been able to see his spirit and his testimony grow right before my eyes. Going through the temple with him yesterday was so amazing. He is such a strong priesthood holder and seeing him as he has changed has been awesome. 4 years ago I didn't see us where we are I would have doubted anyone that said he would be going through the temple. He is such an awesome blessing to me!!!