Rock Bottom

I was given a task or I should say an opportunity by a fibromyalgia group that I belong to. We are all to blog what our ock bottoms have been. So I sat and pondered as to what mine would be. My symptoms of fibromyalgia had started about a year before I got diagnosed I just thought I was tired due to having tanner who was 3 and a handful and my body hurt but I just thought it was because I was trying to do a business with my friend as well. But it started to get to where my. Clothes hurt to wear so I finally went to the dr. He diagnosed me, but he said I need a diagnosis from a rhumatologist in order to have insurance recognize it as a disease. But what they don't tell you is.....how much your skin will hurt or how it hurts to have your sons hug you. They don't tell you that you wake up in the middle of the night in the worst pain that you are in tears when you wake up. They don't fell you how tired you are and how most of your life will be lived in on your couch or in your bed. They don't tell you that people don't have empathy for you and friends and family will act as if it's not there. But it's there its alive and real I wish it wasnt. But I try to look at it as I know the lord won't give me more than I can handle